though i would never say it out loud…

i miss my grandma
i really missed her for the past few weeks
having my grandpa staying with us really makes me think of her..
how she had always been kind
how she had always been caring
how she had always been patient
how she had always been…perfect
honestly…i loved her more than anyone else
nothing can be compared to her
not my sister…not even my mother
nothing
but loving her too much…is something that i couldn’t do
coz it’ll be really painful
there’ll be many times that i’d wish she’s still here…still alive
when all i could wish is peace upon her
…
God i miss her.

this is the closest to loud u could ever get